Ohhhh not so good :-(

So I didn't post yesterday as I was completely knackered. Some friends invited us over for a bbq which was lovely and hubby cooked dinner. Was very happy. Takes me a bit to overcome jet lagg. So this morning I got up and saw the scales under the bathroom counter. I paused and wondered whether I should or not as my actual diet start is Wed. Anyway, I did. BLOODY HELL. I'm currently a pound more than my heaviest ever. Bugger. Told hubby that maybe I should start diet today. He is all for it as my snoring is sooo bad. Just waiting for the sleep apnea to start. Usually does when I put on weight. Thing is, and this sounds like the biggest load of crap ever, I'm psychologically set up for starting on Wednesday. Yes it sounds weird but today is a holiday here in the US and tomorrow is my daughters last day before she goes back to school. On Wed its just me and the dog. I'm not responsible for my daughters lunch and snacks throughout the day. So I think it will have to wait till Wed and I'll just have to be 'goodish' or I can just make the most of my last 2 days of gluttony. Hmmm tough choice :-)