The first day of forever :-(

So the first day didn't go as well as I'd have liked but not as bad as it could I suppose. I have a saying "don't start a diet when you are menstrual'. So I did that. Great timing. I have 'menstrual munchies' like there is not tomorrow. Honestly I sat on the couch at one point tempted to gnaw my arm down the elbow. Its not funny. I didn't do badly during the day but had a cheese craving in the evening. I ended up having cheese and crackers for dinner. Now truthfully I have never given up cheese when I'm on a diet. I justify it by saying that I either need my protein or that it would make me more miserable. I don't give up cheese or a Friday night curry. Its plain and simple.

So I weighed myself. Will post a picture when I find out how easy it is to do it. 186lb. My joint highest. I'm 5ft 1". Not a pretty sight at the moment. I'll add pics to show that too :-)